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Set your mind free

& let me love you

One day you’ll see

That my love is true

There wil come a day

When all troubles will go away

My love will stay

No matter what you say

I found the brightest star

In my universe of love

Sunlight doesn’t stop the night

Wanna hold you in my arms now & forever

20/08/2004

 

I’m only a ahuman

& i do make mistakes

Searching for perfection

Harmony within my soul

The soul’s immortal

& love’s eternal

Ereasing the limits

Between passion & desire

Hiding heart from the shadows

Letting sunshine in my soul

Life is life & it ain’t easy

The love won’t let u fall appart.

28/08/2004

 

Floads of feelings

Hitting high..

Sometimes feel-

Can reach the sky

Can’t ignore it

Can not denie it

Only fly, go by the stream

Feeling every your heartbeat

I’m no good

Cause I’m the evil

I’m a devil i my heart

Monster of a hounted soul

28/08/2004

I’m the hounted, I’m the hunter

I’m the lightning in the night

Flashing without reason why

Tearing appart the sky

I’m the giver & the given

I’m the river, i’m the water

Falling from the mountain high

Never asking questions why

I’m the painter & the painting

I’m created by the God

Running through the life forever

Never knowing when to stop

You’re the sunshine & the starlight

You’re the ocean in the sky

Every second, everey minute

You’re my everything indeed..

28/08/2004

Love ain’t the habit.. it can’t be

Love is the feeling.. just let it be

Love’s here to make you happy

This feeling doesn’t have tu hurt

Love is a miracle

God’s given gift

Love is devotion

Given from heart

03/09/2004

I ain’t the writer..ain’t the poet, too

I’m just a human putting on paper my soul…

Ain’t writting for anybody

Ain’t writing for myself

Ain’t doing anything good

Can’t be objective – don’t understand myself, too..

Can’t be logical hoping for other people to understand me when I can’t cope with myself..trying to catch any sensible idea is impossible when there is no such thing as sense in ones brain..

The heart is a door

Need to open it before u enter

Need to smash it when u leave..

03/09/2004

Like wild animal in a cage

I feel hunted every day

Waiting for the shot to be done

Waiting till I’ll be gone

Sometimes feel like little star

Falling down & appart

Tearing up the page of life

Getting up & falling down

04/09/2004

The contents of all this doesn’t have to be taken seriously, the expressions which have been put on the paper not obligatory are the reflections of the soul..

Words ain’t going with the jobs

Sayin’ this, but doing that

Building wall betwen the space

Can’t erease the missing trace

I ain’t fool, can be hurt, too

By the things that you do

You can’t accept that I love you

You can’t believe it’s really true..

01/09/2004

Damn that gentle breeze

Where’s the autumn, where’s the strorm

For the desperate soul?

Damn the mind

Ignore the brain

Where’s the freedom from this chain?

Damn the silence

Take that choice

Where’s the chaos, where’s the noise?

03/09.2004

Human being is the most dangerous animal putting to destruction himself & his own race..

Looking for something special

Looking for something unreal

Finding something true & perfect

Finding something so unreal

Searching for a true emotion

Reaching for a lonely soul

Finding something like addiction

Finding someone just like you

04/09/2004

One thing I guess you didn’t know

The love can’t be scared away

No matter what you do or say

The love’s here & it will stay

The One

The moon’s always alone

Though surounded by so many stars

The sun is always alone

Chasing the shadows of the darkness

The moon never stops trying

Chasing the sunlight forever

Praying & wishing & going

The one who never gives up

Sun couldn’t catch the moonlight

She didn’t saw all the stars

Writting brightly in the skies:

„Moon’s the one you need”

Sun’s never giving up

Always rising again & again

Keeping the hoping for love

The day when all obstacles be gone

16/09/2004

High Tide of Life

I dare to enjoy this life with the passion

The deepest emotions & happines wild

Watching the skies & wondering trully

Life’s the passion that comes from inside

Keep on the running, not wasting time

Trying to catch each moment of life

Reaching perfection that starts in the mind

You can see it if you ain’t blind

Life is devotion, given & taken

Love is the reason – never asked why

There ain’t no end or beginning

Only the truth that comes from the heart

20/09/2004

Reverse the sadness into happiness, science fiction is unable to explain some things that have never seen before.. The reverse angle is as big as emotions created in one’s mind straightly corrected by the one’s heart keading the result to the soul..

Obsession

Something unbelievable, something strange..

But true..

You can’t argue with the nature

You’ve been there, too

Self control is lost on the way to passion

The feeling’s divine

Self control killed by obsession

This feeling’s contageous..

21/09/2004

Fulfilness

It’s crazy..

The feeling’s so heavenly

And it’s so amazing

This must be a dream!

Just like a new beginning

Like gentle breeze

Blowing away everything on its way

My mind’s taken away

Unexplainable feeling of fulfilness

The clouds and the skies are all yours

No longer your feet touches the ground

Now you feel you’re alive

25/09/2004

Hands of Time

The stone dies within the hands of wind

& the dust is silently blown away

Slowly turning into a sand

Nothing’s safe from the hands of time

Dissapears everything created by human

And always will be rebuild again

Can’t erease the past, still it’s gone

Can’t tell the future that’s sacred to soul.

25/09/2004

Can…!?

The past is untold

The future is never known

Can’t by things that ain’t sold

Can’t lift what can’t be thrown

Can you touch what can’t be seen?

When you speak do you know what you mean?

Truth is seen beyond the mask

Can’t get answers if you don’t ask..

25/09/2004

Own Star

Looking to the skies

Millions of stars to count

Looking just arround you

Millions of people just passing by

Looking, searching, trying to find

The star that ir your very own

Finding doesn’t solve anything

Stars can’t be hold down

Somebody’s searching for whole lifetime

Dying lonely on his own

Someone finds it realy quickly

Never ment to search at all..

26/09/2004

Destination

Wind’s blowing hard

Taking my soul on his wing

And throwing it into autumn

In some kind of search for peace

No way, this ain’t religion

Just sacred longings of soul

Fallen into the autumn

Becomming stronger each day

Making the right decision

Finding its own way

The road that’s neverending

Destination that leads to your heart..

13/10/2004

Undone

Unspoken word

Lost its meaning

On the way of spelling

Never ment to be said

Unheard story

Never having the sense

Lost on the way

Never meant to be heard

Unseen beauty

Shines in your eyes

Sparkling from the shadows

From the depth of the soul

13/10/2004

Searching..

Countdown has started

The question’s still undone

We’re counting for something,

For someone or what?

We’re hoping for something

Trying the best

Finding the reasons

To wake up each day

Fighting with sense

Searching the truth

Hoping for best

But expecting the worst

13/10/2004

Falen Angel

I was God, now I’m the Evil

Fallen angel, broken wings

Maybe really son of Devil,

Apoclipsis that brings

Like tornado I’m destroying

Everything that’s on my way

I am bad & so annoying

When I’m comming, start to pray

And I am what you want me to be

This was you who made me

Created by the nature

Becomming just a mistake..

13/10/2004

Murder

If you want to kill somebody

And you want to do it quick

Tell him that you really love him

Take his heart and step on it

If you plan to do this murder

All your weapons are just words

And beloved one will surrender

When you use the words like swords..

13/10/2004

Don’t believe..

I don’t believe in destiny or either in magic

I don’t believe what people say until it’s really proven

I don’t believe in sacred things and purity of soul

I don’t believe in anything, i can’t accept the fake..

Autumn

Autumn fills the sky with stars

The magical power of falling leaves

Washed away by the stream

Fullfiled by the dream

Never knowing when the rain

Comes and takes away all the pain

Never asked to come along

Singing this sad song

15/10/2004

Nothing New

I don’t think you have to read this

There’s nothing I can say

That I havent said before

I can’t tell you nothing new

And I know I really told you

All the things you need to know

All those things you’ve heard before

I can’t tell you nothing you

And I know I said „I love you”

And I said I really care

Told how much I really need you

I can’t tell you nothing new

As the love is growing stronger

With my every heartbeat

Ain’t no words that can express it

I can’t tell you nothing new

..wanna be with you..

16/10/2004

Trust

Put your trust in something special

Make believe in something real

Then your soul will be imortal

True love is what you feel..

It’s so hard to trust somebody

People used to let you down

Hard to find that anybody

Who’s not making from you clown

Trust is complicated feeling

You need two to make it work

One will stop your heart from bleeding

You will feel it without words

16/10/2004

Honesty

Honesty like the way of living

Not accepting the one who’s lying

Honesty like your second nature

Not a liar, just a hider of truth

Always got someone to blame

Not to mention all their shame

Honesty that’s so divine

Hiden truth just ain’t alive

Being the better of worst

I ain’t the defendant, either the judge

All I’m asking ain’t so much

To share that way of living

20/10/2004

Love is the only glue that can fix broken soul

Love is the only thing that is worth fighting for

If you don’t love – you ain’t alive

Love is the most valuable thing in your life

Can’t buy it or sell it, can’t take it with force

Can only search it, trying to learn

The love was born with the soul of a child

So inocent, precious and divine

Love is the answer to all of your prayers

Love is the beginning and love is the end..

25/10/2004

Illusive Mirror

There are some things in life

You just know that they are

Not proven, not really known

They maka you feel like a clown

When you ain’t what you seem

How can you know what the truth means

Can’t see it in illusive mirror

Can’t look back and catch your own shadow

Ain’t no sense of running without moving

There’s no dancing without grooving

Can’t look forward to the yesterday

But you can break that mirror

Life has its own perfections

There ain’t no need for illusions

The truth comes when less expected..

20/10/2004

I just wanna hold you in my arms forever

And make sure that everything’s all right

Wanna hold you close for lifetime

The eternity may start about right now

07/10/2004

Can’t break the habit that is born with the soul

Can’t ignore the feeling that lives within the passion

The thought is sacred itself – ignoring the borders and limits

Where the passion starts noone can tell

04/10/2004

Meaning

Since I found you, my life found the meaning

And finally my soul stipped bleeding

Life tastes so much different with you

Feeling emotion that is so true

The meaning lies within your heart

My soul will never let you appart

You’re my every breethe I take

And theese words I say ain’t fake

11/10/2004

I don’t believe in destiny

I don’t care what people say

I really put my trust in me

I live my life my way

25/10/2004

I Need You

I need you in my life

More than everything I’ve ever needed

Just like the air that I breathe

You’r love is keeping me alive

And when we are apart

I’m slowly dying like flower without rain

Rising my head high above

Praying for you to rain down on me

There really ain’t words that can express how I feel.. with you I am alive..

25/10/2004

Hourbreaker

I don’t count minutes anymore

I don’t count hours

I don’t count anything

I break the hours

Just to see your face again

To kiss you and make love

All through the night

07/10/2004

Time

Time is standing still indeed

Slowly growing like a seed

Seconds, minutes passing slow

I’m waiting for my time to go

Wish to be by your side

So that noone can divide

Passion helpless, emotion deep

The love for you is growing big

Every minute and each day

Every second I just pray

Thanking God for given chance

To love someone

04/10/2004

When the fairy-tale is over

But the magic doesn’t dissapear

You know that these are true emotions

The deepest meaning to the life itself

More

Every little thing that you do

Makes me feel more in love with you

Every breathe and every eyeblink

I love more and more and more

Even though I know you’re somewhere

I stil feel you deep inside

Wishing for another night

Spent with you in deepest passion

06/10/2004

ILY

Cloudy day..and rain drops hard

There’s so much sunshine in my heart

I dedicate theese words to you

You’re my sunlight – I Love You!

One Hour

One hour seems to last for lifetime

One hour without you is eternity

One hour like neverending story

One hour that means so much to soul

09/10/2004

Only body like the ghost

Staying here between theese wals

The soul is flown holding you close

The heart stays within your hold

I belong to sunset

I’m the rain

I belong to deepest passion

I’m within the soul

With You

I don’t wanna waste a second

I just wanna spend with you

All my time – my days, my years

All my lifetime just with you

I’ve found somebody really special

And my heart won’t let you go

Love you more with every heartbeat

Love you deeply and so true

06/10/2004

It’s amazing how love can turn arround ones’ existing

Turning into living, loving every single day

Incredible is passion, that comes along the way

Wonderful is feeling, that one is here to stay..

09/10/2004

Love Is..

Love is everything

Love is you

Love is passion

Love is soul

Love is the reason

And love is the goal

Waking up each and every morning

Thanking God for given chance

Feeling blessed that I can touch your face

And hold you close in single heartbeat

Feeling happy and amazed

Wondering just how and when

God created such an angel

Really sent from skies above

Half of Heart

Born with a half of heart

Looking for the other part

Searching, looking, running fast

Not knowing how long it will last

Silent prayer crosses mind

Heart is searching, eyes are blind

Where’s the other part of heart

Two souls flying in the dark

08/08/2004

Maybe I don’t understand some things

But my heart it sure has wings

And wherever you may go

It just wants to follow

Maybe I ain’t very smart

Yes, but even I have heart

I gave my soul to one I love

And now it flies so high above

19/11/2004

 

Set you free

The love will set you free

Finally let you be happy

Rescuing from the cage of life

Cutting all the ropes like knife

Crossing the borders of time and space

Where the others heart is the right place

Love gives you the key

To set you free..

09/12/2004

 

Put all your trust in me

That’s the place I wanna be

It makes me sick when I’m a liar

And now I’m dying from desire

I didn’t mean to hurt you

Didn’t mean to make you cry

You know, I really, really love you

And it hurts me deep inside

I used to like the nummber seven

But seems it can’t bring any luck

That was the day when we were even

I couldn’t see behind my back

Lying in your arms so helpless

Fading in each breathe you take

Flying through the dawn and sunset

I have never been so high

17/01/2005

The Feeling

Got to catch the autumn wind

Place your heart uponits wing

Fly away with yellow leave

Keep the feeling you believe

Lock the truth within your soul

Fight the feeling never known

You can run, but you can’t hide

Truth and feeling can’t divide

Passion from the heart and lust

Love’s the feeling – gotta trust

Deep inside the shadowed mind

Realize that love’s divine

From the shadows of the truth

Passion, devotion and lust

From the mirracle of soul

To the future so untold

From the start, very beginning

Till the very end of time

I’m that criminal who’s running

Stole your heart and now it’s mine

01/11/2004

 

Velti

Aizsviesti vārdi-

Sunim zem astes..

Vien nejēdzībā aizgājusi skaņa,

Velti izteikti vārdi

Mērķi nesasniegusi skaņa

Krīt bezdibenī..dziļā

Un krājas pie pārējām skaņām -

Arhīvs slēgts.

Vakardiena nemaina rītdienu,

Nebūtībai vērtības nav..

Un vārdi nesasniedz mērķi -

Sitās pret mūri un mirst..

Neko

Neprasīt neko..

Nelūdzot paņemt visu,

Nepaņemot neko..

Neko, nekad nelūgt..

Negaidīt -

Ņemt, pat tad, kad nedod..

12/11/2004

 

Past doesn’t have to destroy the future. What’s done it’s done – just leave it alone and don’t regret it.. life just goes on..the past is there, of course, and it can’t be ereased, but you move on – not in past, but in future.. you are what you are right now at this moment and not what you were or will be. It’s present time you live in – not past or future.. Future not obligatory is build on the past..

13/11/2004

 

Longing Maths

Hour is a measurement of longing expressed in time scale of heartbeats and breathes.. there are aproximately 16 breathes in one minute, that means – 960 breathes in one hour. That makes 11 520 breathes in 12 hours spent without you + 1920 breathes spent on a way.. that is 13 440 breathes without you. There also are approximately 58 heartbeats in a minute. That makes 3480 heartbeats per hour..that makes 41 760 heartbeats in 12 hours + 2 hours on my way makes 6960 heartbeats, total makes 48 720 heartbeats without you.. where’s the sense of this? The answer is simple = longing makes very difficult maths!

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